Thursday

It's been awhile since I have written ... guess there isn't all that much to say. I have been reading all the journals and commenting on some when I felt something to say but not much in the mood to write myself lately... Don't know why.... I seem to be waiting for something... warm weather and sunshine I guess. In the meantime the flowers are blooming in front and some around the yard where the sun shines. I have some beautiful crocus and hyacenth and the little scillia and others too. but but but.... I don't see them except for a brief time because I can't sit on the porch much ..... still have to wear a winter coat if I do.....
For some reason I feel nervous today and last night.... don't know why.... my body seems to be telling me I feed it too much..... everywhere you turn you find out what you are eating or drinking is not good for you.... Iam going to start blocking my ears when I hear that and just listen to how I feel after I eat to know what is good and what isn't. I can't drink regular coffee so am drinking one or two cups of decaf coffee a day and now I hear that is why I'm fat....... is this right? So I start drinking iced tea but can't have artificial sweetner so I have sugar or honey in it..... can't have much of that either so I drink more water and get up a hundred times it seems in the middle of the night ..... and that is just what I drink.... now go to food and it starts all over again.... I just saw on aol a "new" diet..... only eat food without labels.... all wholesome food but cereal has labels and I imagine all cereal has labels..... so I guess that means no cereal too.... so maybe I will have some eggs..... oops I bet there is a label there too.... Maybe a potato for breakfast???? can't have milk or juice or yogurt as they all have labels. so this will be another diet that I won't go on but will cause some time of stress wondering what about it is good. After all it is a doctor that thought this one up. Of coarse to find out more you must buy the book. I have enough diet books to start a store. maybe if I threw them all away it would be the best for me.
So that is where my mind has been going lately and why I'm going crazy..... :>)
I think I will go now and do some laundry..... at least that is a bit of exercise.  Yesterday I went to Wal Mart again to get 2 more big plants for the patio.. they didn't have the one I wanted but they had one like I got the other day and another called a Chinese fan palm... When I was putting it in the car a lady came by and said that it was a great plant and she has one and it got really really big. I wonder what mine will do. I'm putting it outside for the summer so it will probably get big too.... It will be fun and if it gets too big I can always cut it way back for the winter. I have to repot them into a nice pot though.... I have the pot and the dirt but I will do that out on the lawn so I don't make a mess... It will be a big job.... but good exercise. :)
Tomorrow is supposed to be colder and then it should start warming up..... at least according to the 15 day forcast.
Soooooooo hope we are all going to have a wonderful day... take care, Sandra